I thought of her today
but it had been so long.
I was shaken for
I could not recall her name,
and tenth grade friends
cannot do much except be friends.
I was so naive
and shocked by her use,
appalled by the boys
who took her for free.
She told me …
but tenth grade friends
cannot do much.
She was lost in the wall.
A person unseen.
Her eyes were flat
and her hair was black.
The toll paid
in tenth grade
It scared me to think
that I would forget…
I was sadly naive,
but now I grieve…
She died long ago-
the toll extracted,
the fine exacted,
so tired and sad.
Her name was Anne.
If only tenth grade friends
could do more.
I had been reading something by Anne Lamont and suddenly remembered this friend from 10th grade. But I couldn’t remember her name. I remembered the layout of her house, being in her room, her talking about sex, but I couldn’t remember her name. I began to panic and dug out high school yearbooks. I feel like I must not forget her name. She deserves at least that much. She committed suicide about four years after graduation.